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Controlled Love, Part 28: First

Title: First
Series: Controlled Love, Part 28. Start the series here.
Fandom: A Bit of Fry & Laurie
Pairing: Tony/Control
Rating: NC-17 W00t! :D
Summary: Their first time. Tony's inner hottieTMderien gives a command performance. Control is quite pleased.
Disclaimer: No ownership claimed, just oodles of love for these characters.


Their first kiss was soft, sweet, and gentle. Control's eyes fluttered closed as his mouth parted slightly, the tip of his tongue brushing lightly over Tony's lips. Tony felt a sharp pleasant shudder course down his spine; he moaned and pressed himself closer. This moment was really happening—Control was there, Tony was there, and they were close and warm and kissing at last.

It flashed in Tony's mind that Control had braved a confession, but he hadn't. It only seemed fair that he should let Control know exactly how he felt. He broke the kiss with a contented sigh and looked deeply into Control's eyes, encouraged by the pure affection he saw.

"Control, I've loved you for such a long time."

"Have you, Tony? Have you really? I'm quite relieved to hear it. I've lov…"

Control never got to finish. Tony had reached his hand to cradle the back of Control's head and pulled him forward so their mouths could meet again.

Their second kiss was urgent, passionate, and messy. Tony's tongue outlined Control's exquisite lips then pushed inside. Tony's hands skated up Control's arms and down his back; he reveled in the feel of muscle straining under the material. Control held Tony's head in his hands, drawing himself closer and closer. He loved the feel of Tony's hands on him, Tony's tongue swirling over his own. He wanted to lose himself in Tony's embrace.

They both wished the kiss could last forever, but eventually they pulled away, gasping for breath. Control stroked Tony's face, lightly running his thumb over Tony's red, moist lips. Tony's eyes fluttered shut as he darted his tongue to lightly caress the soft flesh. He heard Control's breath catch as he captured the digit in his wet, warm mouth and enthusiastically created a tight suction around it.

Control couldn't believe the sensations that coursed through him from the simple act of Tony sucking his thumb. But it wasn't just sucking; the point of Tony's tongue was slowly trailing up one side, swirling over the tip, and then tracing down the underside. There was hard, deep sucking, then the sensuous feeling of Tony's tongue delicately tracing again. Control felt everything twice—first on his thumb and then immediately translated to his cock, which was becoming hard and straining.

"Oh, Tony, that feels absolutely wonderful," Control whispered. "Please, I want to kiss you again."

Tony smiled but said nothing; he just continued his ministrations on Control's thumb. It excited him to hear Control's voice, to hear the please, because it reminded him of the fantasy he'd had that night in the embassy. He felt his cock swell. He wanted to feel some friction against his groin, but it was far too early for that. He wanted to make this last as long as he could. Instead, he reached his hands to Control's tie and began opening it, his fingers trembling with excitement.

Control was rather surprised that Tony's only response was to suck harder and attack his tie. This was different than their usual give-and-take, where they were usually of the same mind about things. Control liked this; he liked Tony showing a little more—was it authority? confidence?—and he felt his cock twitch when he thought about what this might mean for how their evening would progress.

As Tony held the embassy fantasy in his mind a bit longer, he became more enflamed. He pulled the tie out from under Control's shirt collar, letting it fall to the floor. He started on buttons next; he couldn't open the vest and shirt fast enough. When he finally did, he released Control's thumb from his mouth with a light popping sound. He placed the palms of his hands on Control's shoulders inside his shirt and stripped the material down as he pushed Control onto his back. Control went willingly, softly uttering, "Oh, oh, yes, Tony."

Tony straddled Control's hips. The shirt had made it only to Control's elbows, effectively restricting his arms and hands. It put Tony fully in charge of the situation, and he nearly swooned at the thought. Control was his, prone and wanting under him.

He bent his head to Control's left ear. He took the lobe between his lips, flicking with his tongue and then nipping lightly. Control writhed; as his body shifted position, his cock pressed against Tony's thigh. The pressure was heavenly; the tension throughout his entire body was delicious.

"Control?" Tony whispered into the ear he'd just been nibbling.

"Mmmm?" Control could barely find words; he was nearly overwhelmed by all the sensations and thoughts his brain was trying to process.

"I have another confession. I'd like to tell you something… a fantasy that I had." Tony blushed a little. "I found it very, er, exciting."

Control's eyes snapped open. The idea of Tony telling one of his fantasies was almost more than Control could contemplate. He didn't care what the story would be; he just wanted to hear Tony's voice, feel their bodies pressed together, and know that they were exactly where they wanted to be.

"No, Tony, I don't mind at all. I would love to hear any story you want to tell me." He voice was raspy and low.

Tony looked into Control's eyes, bent to kiss his lips, then moved back to whisper in his ear. "Thank you very much. It was two weeks ago, the night of our undercover operation. Do you remember, Control?"

Control felt a clutch in this throat. He answered slowly, "Yes, I do remember." He was somewhat afraid of what would be said next.

"Well, Control, after the enemy agents were captured and you'd left to take your companion home, I couldn't stop think… well, I needed to clear my head. I took a walk through the building and found myself in an empty office. As I was sitting there, trying to get myself together, I had a most vivid thought that you were there. In the dark. Watching me."

"Really, Tony? And what were you doing?" His voice was barely a croak.

Tony's blush deepened. "Well, Control, I was, um, that is to say, I had…" Suddenly Tony wished he'd never started this confession. It was just too embarrassing.

"Were you, I wonder, Tony… that is to say, if you don't mind my asking, were you by chance touching yourself? It's all right, you know you can tell me anything." Control wanted Tony to tell all because he wanted to tell all, too.

The blush on Tony's face deepened. From the heat he could feel in his face, he was sure that he'd never achieved quite this shade ever before in his life. Control found it enchanting, and his cock twitched at the sight of it.

Tony remained silent. Control whispered urgently, paraphrasing familiar words: "Tony, please. Don't stop! I need to hear you. Please, Tony."

Tony moaned and kissed Control deeply. Breaking the kiss, he confessed all. "Yes, Control, I was, um, touching myself." The confession came much easier now that the first words were out. "I was touching myself, thinking about you and that woman, wishing you were doing to me everything I pictured you doing to her, imagining you in the dark room, watching me stroking myself, encouraging me to…"

"Yes, Tony, encouraging you to finish, telling you that I wanted to see you."

Tony nodded. He was a little ashamed at how obvious he must have been all this time that Control would be able to guess his fantasy so easily. "I'm sorry, Control, it was wr…"

The words flew from Control's mouth now. "Tony, my darling Tony, I should be the one apologising to you! You see, it wasn't a dream. I was there watching, so excited seeing you like that, and I wanted to see you…" Control struggled for the polite words, then decided just to say it, "I wanted to see you orgasm, knowing you were thinking about me, hearing you say my name."

Control was unbelievably aroused now. He felt Tony looking at him during his confession. He'd looked away from time to time, Tony's gaze too strong for the words he felt he needed to say, but he turned back now, locking his eyes onto Tony's. "I wanted to see you…" Control blushed harder but chose to say it anyway. "Tony, I wanted to see you come."

Tony swallowed deeply and then let out a moan. It was very exciting hearing Control talk like that! He wondered if Control would like it if he said words like that, too.

Also, he was rather surprised when he realised that he wasn't really surprised at all by Control's confession. It had seemed too real somehow, but he'd just never allowed himself to believe it had been anything other than his imagination.

Then another interesting thought crossed his mind. He considered how needful Control had sounded then and how willing he was now. Tony let his eyes roam over the scene under him: Control trapped between his thighs, arms bound by his half-removed shirt, lips swollen and red, hair disheveled, nipples hard, a lovely pink hue spread over his face and throat. He felt an unexpected surge of power fill him. It was a completely new feeling for him. He wasn't sure what it meant, but he definitely wanted to see where it might lead.

"I'm glad you told me, Control. At one point I had rather thought it was more than my imagination, and I must say that it's very good to have it confirmed by you." He laid a brief kiss on Control's cheek and then a small trail of kisses across his face, moving closer and closer to his mouth. At the same time, he shifted his body so he could reach down to open Control's trousers.

After spending more time kissing and investigating Control's mouth with his tongue, Tony began a slow oral exploration of Control's body. A kiss just behind the left ear, a nip at the Adam's apple, a series of tongue flicks over one nipple, a bite on the other, a moist trail left from nipple to belly button, and so much more.

At the same time, he was stroking Control's cock, first through the soft material, and then skin on skin as he reached inside. When that happened, Control bucked his hips, pressing more of himself into Tony's hand. Tony held the hard length, loving how it felt it in his hand, squeezing and pumping, performing a familiar motion at an unfamiliar angle.

Control had an odd notion that he'd turned from a human being into a mass of sensory points that belonged to Tony and were his to touch and suck and lick and bite at will. He writhed and moaned, completely undone by the time Tony's tongue began drawing slow lazy circles around his navel. At first he had struggled to free his hands; he very much wanted to touch Tony, to in some way return the pleasure he was being given, but it was hopeless. He had to be content with low guttural moans, deep panting sighs and, when his brain reverted to a level of conscious thought, words to express himself.

"Tony, oh, yessssss" after a squeeze.

One particularly hard bite resulted in, "Ow, I love that!"

Mostly, though, there was little but "Ohhhhhhh, Tonnnnnyyyyyy!" and "Please, Tony, please… more… more..." repeatedly.

The more Control panted and babbled, the more excited Tony got. He felt a surprising pleasure (yes, he admitted to himself, a thrilling pleasure) from knowing Control could do nothing but respond to Tony's touch. That thought and Control's reactions sent electrical jolts that ran through his body and came to rest at his cock. He'd never ever felt himself so hard and wanting, not even that night in the embassy.

Tony looked down at Control. "Control, I want to move off you for a moment, but I don't want you getting up or moving your arms or doing anything but what I ask you. Is that all right?"

"Yes, it is." Control panted.

"When I move off of you, I want you raise your hips, please."

Control could only nod and do as asked. Tony slipped off him for a moment. Control raised his hips; Tony pushed his trousers and underwear to his knees, then bent down and blew lightly across Control's quivering, leaking cock. It was the most beautiful, erotic thing Tony had ever seen in his life. Control moaned at the feel of Tony's breath on him.

Tony resumed his position, but this time he straddled Control just a bit lower. He wanted full access to Control's cock, and he wanted Control to be able to see exactly what he was doing.

"Did you like it Control? Did you like watching me?"

Control nodded. "Oh, yes, I loved it."

It was Tony's turn, and he was nervous but eager to try. "You liked watching me come."

"Oh, Tony, yes!" Control practically yelled his response. Hearing Tony talk like that was more exciting than he could have imagined.

Tony was thrilled. "Would you like to watch me come again, Control?"

Control nodded, helpless to do anything else.

"Control, would you like to watch me come… on you?" Tony shivered at his thoughts and that he was actually sharing them out loud.

"Ohhhhhh, yes, Tony, I would. Please…" Control was beside himself. He was hard and aching; he wanted to come, but not before he saw Tony achieve his own orgasm.

Control's eyes were wide open; Tony held his gaze as he open his own trousers and pulled out his cock. It was harder than Tony ever remembered; he knew this wasn't going to take long.

"Watch, Control." He stroked his length. There was plenty of moisture leaking out, and he used that to lubricate his strokes.

Control's breathing was now ragged panting. He could not tear his eyes away from the erotically beautiful sight looming over him. Tony was stroking himself, pushing himself to orgasm, wanting Control to watch.

"Come on, Tony. Come for me. Come on me!"

Tony's face tightened as he felt the release nearing. Then his toes curled, his balls tightened, and an incredible shuddering flash coursed through him. He continued to pump himself, watching the liquid shoot over Control's cock and belly. He groaned at the height of the release and then uttered small grunts as the orgasm ran through him.

Control licked his lips hungrily at the sight of Tony's orgasm. He canted his hips, trying to create friction for his own cock, but there was nothing. Control realized he was whimpering.

Tony heard it, too, and quickly took Control's cock in his hand. He used his own come as a lubricant as he vigourously pumped Control's rigid shaft.

"Now, Control, it's my turn to watch. I want to watch you come. Will you come for me?"

Control thrashed and groaned. "Yes, Tony, yes, yes, yesssssssssssss!" It would have been impossible for him to hold back.

When Control's release was complete, Tony bent down to place a small delicate kiss on the very tip of Control's cock, then lightly ran his tongue out and tasted the fluid there. Immediately, he moved up to Control's open mouth, brushing his tongue over Control's, feeding his own essence to him.

They were both ecstatic and exhausted and completely sated.


The first thing they did when they woke up was to kiss. The second thing was for each of them to say, "I love you." The third thing was to realise that they'd been asleep for only a very short while, but they were really quite uncomfortable laying there tangled up on the divan.


"Yes, Tony?"

"I think we'd be so much more comfortable in bed, don't you?"

"Why, yes Tony, I do think so. That's an excellent idea. Full marks!"

"There's only one problem, Control. The sheets are clean, but we are a bit of a sticky mess."

"Very true, Tony. I have a suggestion for that, if you don't mind."

"I would love to hear your suggestion, Control. What is it?"

"Have you ever, I wonder, Tony, taken a shower with anyone before?"



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Mar. 18th, 2007 12:14 am (UTC)
Oh god that's hot.

Those two... Doing that... There... With the words and the touching...

You're fabulous my darling.
Mar. 18th, 2007 02:35 am (UTC)
*blushes* Thank you, my love!

Remember... I told you it would happen. I'm glad you trusted and came along for the ride! :D

Yay! for words and touching!
Mar. 18th, 2007 12:22 am (UTC)
Yes, that was very hot. And beautiful...
Mar. 18th, 2007 02:36 am (UTC)
Why, thank you! I like that characterizations... I did want it to be more than just hot. :D
Mar. 18th, 2007 12:51 am (UTC)
Dear lord that was hot. Hot hot. And touching.

And Tony seems to have the makings of a controlfreak. In both ways. :D
Mar. 18th, 2007 01:12 am (UTC)
Controlfreak! heee!! *giggles in the corner*
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Mar. 18th, 2007 01:00 am (UTC)
*rereads over and over and over* the last words of the first paragraph sum it up perfectly.

At Last!

So so SO hot, and sweet and THEM.

Excellently written.

Mar. 18th, 2007 02:49 am (UTC)
ZOMG yay! for multiple re-reads! *hugs*

Thanks, love! I'm so so happy you liked this! I really wanted this to be a thank you to all my wonderful friends like you who've been so supportive of this series over the past weeks.

Mar. 18th, 2007 01:11 am (UTC)
Whoo!! Tony the Dom - excellant! I didn't, for some reason, even think it, but it's only fair - after all, Stephen gets all the Dom parts in most pairings of their characters. And the careful and polite speach still worked so very well, even in the midst of all this, I was amazed. :)

(One teeny typo, which you may have fixed by the time I mention it - "Control, would like to watch me come… on you?" - I think you need another 'you' after 'would.')
Mar. 18th, 2007 02:47 am (UTC)
I was a little leery about Dom!Tony, but writing it was very smooth. But then again, that's been my experience with writing this entire series.

Thank you for your lovely words. I'm glad you thought this all worked. It was interesting, to say the least, to write action and dialog for these two in a sex scene! I think they both do have an innocence about them, but on the other hand, they are adults!

And that you so much for spotting the typo! I'd not seen it, in spite of having read this a gazillion times. And I've removed another word from somewhere else, so I kept my word count the same. (One advantage of writing such wordy dialog... there's always a word that can get yanked without any problem!)
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Mar. 18th, 2007 02:40 am (UTC)
LOL! Yes, I do rather get your point. Glad you liked! :) And thanks for sharing the love!
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Mar. 18th, 2007 03:21 am (UTC)
This made my tummy go all twisty.

Mar. 18th, 2007 10:37 am (UTC)
Yay! for twisty tummy! :D

Thanks for reading and commenting!
Mar. 18th, 2007 04:24 am (UTC)
Top!Tony FTMFW!
Mar. 18th, 2007 10:38 am (UTC)
Hee! I liked the idea of Top!Tony. Glad you did, too! :)
Mar. 18th, 2007 04:50 am (UTC)
that was just about the hottest damn thing i have ever read. whoooo....*fans self*

that was VERY well-written! *applauds*
Mar. 18th, 2007 05:15 am (UTC)
@melusinesara: love your icon! did you make it?
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Mar. 18th, 2007 05:37 am (UTC)
Ooooh, very very hot indeed. A perfect culmination. *le sigh* I loved all of it, but the bit of dialog at the end was especially fantastic, just so in character. Yay smex! I'm a bit sad because I know it's nearly over. I hope you immediately begin a sequel. ;)
Mar. 18th, 2007 10:42 am (UTC)
*hug* Thanks, love! I'm rather sorry to see this coming to an end as well. It has been an absolute joy to write, and I've been overwhelmed by the positive response from everyone.

Yay for smexing, indeed!
Mar. 18th, 2007 04:28 pm (UTC)
OMG top!Tony! Oh, so much love for that. Go Tony! And the shared confessions and the dirty talk (well, dirty for them, anyway) and the hotness of it all. Oh my yes. Now Tony just needs to get his job back and every day, when he brings Control his coffee, they have an office quickie. *g*
Mar. 19th, 2007 07:45 am (UTC)
Yeah, I'm a total sucker for the idea of Top!Tony. :) And there's something so hotly innocent about people like this finding what turns them on and embracing it, such as using "dirty" talk.

every day, when he brings Control his coffee, they have an office quickie
Kind of gives a whole new meaning to 'cream with his coffee,' doesn't it? Heh.
Mar. 18th, 2007 08:33 pm (UTC)
I... they... oh my gosh...
*throws roses*

This is just the most fantastic thing ever!!! You my dear have fulfilled my T&C fantasies and then some. I kept squeaking before screaming "OH YES!" towards the end - my mum thinks I've gone mad! Oh I'm so excited about this little chapter, I am going to read it again - it demands to be squeaked over somemore!

*Huge squishy hugs* *bounce* *squee*
Mar. 19th, 2007 07:47 am (UTC)
*catches roses and puts them into vase with daisies*

Aw, I'm so glad this fulfills your fantasies for them! I had a number of different ways I thought about going with this, but when I sat down to actually write it, this was the scene I imagined.

*hugely squishily hugs back* Yay! :)
Mar. 18th, 2007 09:44 pm (UTC)
OMG, This is so outstanding. I am glad that Tony and control are letting there feelings out of each other finally. Once again what a wonderful climax to this beautiful and well written story.
Mar. 19th, 2007 07:48 am (UTC)
Thank you so much, my dear! Yes, it's definitely time for these two to share what they feel and get on with it! :)

I really appreciate your kind words! Thanks! *hug*
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