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Controlled Love, Part 24: Discontent

Title: Discontent
Series: Controlled Love, Part 24. Start the series here.
Fandom: A Bit of Fry & Laurie
Pairing: Tony/Control
Rating: NC-17
Summary: InnerHottie!TonyTMderien is dreaming again.
Disclaimer: No ownership claimed, just oodles of love for these characters.

Discontent

In the following days, Tony told himself he was content, that his feelings for Control were gone, that there was no more longing. He never asked Control about his new relationship; instead, he pretended to himself that Mrs. Control had never left. He needed the false reality as a crutch, making it easier for him to accept that Control would never be his.

He continued to deliver Control's coffee every morning at eleven o'clock. He was grateful that he'd managed to get his mind back to correct thinking about his boss. He never wanted to stop taking Control his morning cup.

It was only deep in the middle of the night, halfway between dreaming and wakefulness, that his mind betrayed him. He'd lost track of how many times he thought back to that imaginary incident at the embassy, with Control practically begging him to come, their eyes intensely focused on each other.

Sometimes he woke just as the vivid dream started. He stripped off his pyjamas, feeling daring and wanton as the sheets brushed his naked flesh. He held his eyes closed, replaying the fantasy, one hand tightly wrapped around his cock, pumping vigorously as his other hand skated across his chest. When he came, it was with Control's name on his lips and Control's voice in his head, "Please, Tony, please…"

Other times, he woke up with his pyjamas wet and sticky, his orgasm achieved in dream but no less powerful than any achieved in reality. In fact, some of those climaxes were even more forceful as they were often the result of the dream taking new paths, building on the events of The Incident.

One night he pictured himself crawling across the floor to Control and then being wrapped up in those long strong arms and being kissed endlessly by those soft beautiful lips. Another night he visualised Control on his knees in front of the chair, looking up as he took Tony's length deep in his mouth and had Tony's hands locked tightly in his hair. Perhaps the most arousing dream of all was having Control here in his own bed, on his knees and elbows, face pressed into the mattress as Tony pounded into him over and over.

He told himself the dreams meant nothing and that he was in charge of his feelings. He told himself he was content. He willed himself to believe it.

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zekkass
Mar. 13th, 2007 05:37 pm (UTC)
Tony, you have an inner hottie that could power stars. Now stop dallying and go get Control. :D
msliz4857
Mar. 13th, 2007 06:58 pm (UTC)
LOL! Tony needs his man, that's for sure. And more than just in his dreams!
jabber_moose
Mar. 13th, 2007 05:56 pm (UTC)
yeah, Tony, keep telling yourself that.

*takes Tony's pulse* Are you content?

T: Yes. *pulse races*

Beautiful, as always.

Sweet, innerhottie Tony *sighs*
msliz4857
Mar. 13th, 2007 06:58 pm (UTC)
I am in total love with InnerHottie!Tony. It cannot be denied. *sigh*
jadedgothchild
Mar. 13th, 2007 07:13 pm (UTC)
*purrs* <333
msliz4857
Mar. 13th, 2007 11:14 pm (UTC)
*pets and snuggles you*
clairefry
Mar. 13th, 2007 07:22 pm (UTC)
They do mean something Tony, they do, they dooooooooooo! InnerHottie!Tony is just the SEX! :D :D :D
msliz4857
Mar. 13th, 2007 11:15 pm (UTC)
Our boy had a lot going on inside... he does rather like to fantasize!
clairefry
Mar. 13th, 2007 11:30 pm (UTC)
Him and us both eh?! ;-)
msliz4857
Mar. 13th, 2007 11:36 pm (UTC)
Of course! :) And I have a feeling our fantasies are pretty much the same as his. Hee!
derien
Mar. 13th, 2007 09:57 pm (UTC)
Even more mmmrraowrrrr... Weeks? This poor boys is going to be a shadow of himself.

(*is terribly amused at everyone using the inner hottie descriptive*)
msliz4857
Mar. 13th, 2007 11:12 pm (UTC)
You're right... I think weeks may be too much. I'm changing it to days. My intent is to tease, not kill, the poor guy! :)

You're famous... InnerHottie!Tony is all you, hon! It's absolutely perfect and IMHO much better than ClosetSlut!Tony (which was my thought). Hee!
envisogon
Mar. 14th, 2007 12:38 am (UTC)
I was going to say DreamRabbit!Tony all the same not much differance.

As always it is pleasure reading this series.
msliz4857
Mar. 14th, 2007 02:08 am (UTC)
Aw, I like it! :)

And, thanks, as always for your kind words.
skyblue_reverie
Mar. 14th, 2007 04:49 am (UTC)
Ohhhhh, my. *faints with a thud*

Umm, I heartily approve of Tony's fantasies. Yes. Um, wow.

*speechless, again*

Poor denial!Tony.
msliz4857
Mar. 14th, 2007 09:43 pm (UTC)
Hahahahahahaha! Tony is nothing but a closet slut, let's face it.

Gah, I love thinking about Tony like that! ;)
core
Mar. 14th, 2007 12:43 pm (UTC)
:O Tony's a top!
msliz4857
Mar. 14th, 2007 09:44 pm (UTC)
Well, you know, Tony does want Control. Hee! ;)

Or maybe I just confused Tony's most arousing dream for my most arousing dream! Bwuahahahahahahaha!
core
Mar. 15th, 2007 05:01 pm (UTC)
yeeeees...

ioftendreamaboutmypenisupcontrol'sarsetoo.

whahaa, his hair. *ruffle*
msliz4857
Mar. 15th, 2007 09:26 pm (UTC)
Hahahahahaha! My dream would be to WATCH Tony pound into Control... well, you get the idea. ;)
core
Mar. 15th, 2007 11:04 pm (UTC)
oh, please. all slashers wish they were homosexual men at one time or another ;)

lollerface. Anyway, I look forward to your future Tony/Control bitty-fics (also my favourite style in which to write, because I can't do long-distance) with more than considerable interest.
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